How to handle your emotions when you are on your period? Write a letter to fuckboy to make yourself feel more sane?
January 4, 2018
Tonight I am going to write a journal entry dedicated to someone I care about because I am feeling really emotional because I am on my period/drunk.
Every time I hold your hand, my heart is just filled with love. Every time I look into your eyes, I know that you heart lies with me. Every time you lay down next to me, I feel so safe. I love you so much
This first paragraph is dedicated to my dog, Baby Jim.
I love animals. The best part about pets is that they don't talk. All the do is love you and make cute sounds when they need something.
Anyways, the rest of the letter is dedicated to Colin- the jerk.
I miss you so much. Sometimes I feel like I am going to miss you indefinitely. If we were a math equation, we would be a (there is no limit function?). God, I am fucking lame.
Every time I see you, I can’t think straight. I just want to be close to you. I want to hug and kiss you because it makes my heart feel full.
I hate myself for feeling this way because I feel weak for having this feeling.
I think you like me too. No, I think you love me. I just feel it. It just hurts me sometimes because you never even told me that you even like me.
Maybe I am just in my head. But I think you do love me.
Good night world.
Maybe one day he will tell me. Maybe one day. Just not today.
Maybe I am just insane.