Part 2: When a fuck boy gives you emotional distress
December 26, 2017
UGHHHHHH! I am so annoyed. I am at Panera Bread waiting for my techs to call me. Apparently, I will still need to be on call even though today is considered a company holiday. This is so annoying.
Also, Colin always find ways to piss me off. He didn’t get me anything for Christmas and didn’t even wish me a Merry Christmas! Ugh..This is why I am going to go on date with the Body Builder when I get back to Texas. At first, I turned the Body Builder down because I didn’t want to have sex with anyone besides Colin, but I am going to go on another date with another guy because I feel like he doesn’t even care about me and gives zero fucks about me.
I am done with this. I just want him to tell me that he doesn’t like me or dates another girl, so that I can have the strength to walk away from this relationship.